Stinking Thinking

Sunday February 11th was the last day that I had a couple of beers, but I have to say, that I didn’t get drunk like I usually do on the weekends. I guess that what I am trying to say is, that I have been sober for sixteen days in a row. Whoo-Hoo! And to be honest with you… like always… I feel like Tony the fucking tiger… Grrreat! I have to be honest with my loyal 1.5 readers, but the truth of the matter is, that I did have a couple of thoughts about drinking throughout those days, but I just dismissed them as stinking thinking. I’m not going to say that I dueled on them for hours on end, they just lasted a minute or two, but that was it.

The truth is, that there are a couple of things that I don’t miss from not drinking and they are the hangover, the anxiety and specially the depression that consuming alcohol creates for me. Plus like I mentioned on a previews post, my wife is happy that I am not drinking, which is a good thing. You have to understand, that making my wife happy, is one of my main goals in life. I really have to say, that mentally wise, I feel fucking great, because I can think clearly and I am able to focus better at work. I just have to see, how long I can keep this up. Right now, I am looking to staying sober for at least a month or so. Who knows, once I get to my goal, I might go for a longer sober time. Fingers crossed though.

With that said! I am Audi 5000 y’all!


2 thoughts on “Stinking Thinking

    1. After a while they do go away. I stayed sober for 5 years and after awhile, I didn’t even think about drinking. I did have dreams about drinking once in a while, which I hated, because for some weird and unexplained reason, I would wake up, feeling hungover. I know! I know! I know! I know! I know! It sounds crazy, but it is true. LOL

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