First things first my peeps! Today is Wednesday July 4, 2018 and it marks my 16th sober day and as always, I feel like Tony the fucking tiger… GRRRRREAT! I just hope that wherever you are in this crazy planet of ours, you are having a good morning, good afternoon, good evening or good night. Always try to enjoy it to the fullest and don’t let nobody fuck it up for you no matter what happens.
On an independence day note! Today we are celebrating independence day in The United States of America. But even though I’m off from work, we are having a BBQ in the park across the street from where I live and family and friends will be consuming alcohol left and right, it is still is no excuse for me to drink. I also have to keep in mind, that even though I’m taking the new crazy med to help me stop drinking and I can drink while taking it, I’m still a member of AA. To be honest with you, I won’t even dare to drink non-alcoholic beer or wine, because I tried the wine while I was sober for five years, and it was very tempting. Plus I’ve only been sober for sixteen days now and I really don’t want to fuck it all up, just for being an asshole. I’ll stick with soda and water, but if the urges get out of control, I’ll just excuse myself and go home. I know that whoever cares about me and knows about my struggle with alcohol, will truly understand and respect my decision.
With that said! I am Audi 5000 y’all!