First things first my peeps! Today is Friday July 6, 2018 and it marks my 18th sober day and as always, I feel like Tony the fucking tiger… GRRRRREAT! I just hope that wherever you are in this crazy planet of ours, you are having a good morning, good afternoon, good evening or good night. Always try to enjoy it to the fullest and don’t let nobody fuck it up for you no matter what happens.
On a past rehab note! Back in 2008 or 2009, I went to an outpatient alcohol rehab facility for a couple of months, but I didn’t like the way that the program was being handled, because most of the times, the people in the program, just wanted to kill one another during the sessions. Then In June 2010, I decided to speak with an alcohol and substance abuse counselor at work for the second time. So he suggested that I did the thirty days inpatient program, in an upstate New York facility. I did my thirty days and I stayed sober for five years. But I only stayed sober, because I was in a five-year program at work, were they would do more random alcohol and drug test, than when I wasn’t in the program. AGAIN! Once the five years were up, for some stupid reason, I thought that since I only drank on the weekends, I was going to be able to control the amount of alcohol that I drank. BOY WAS I FUCKING WRONG! My point? When it comes to my weekend binge drinking, my stupid thinking and reasoning has landed me in the same situation twice. They say that the third time is a charm and I believe that it’s going to be true for me this time around, you know, going to AA meetings, taking Naltrexone, staying away from people and places and keeping busy. I know that as time goes by, it gets easier.
With that said! I am Audi 5000 y’all!