Why My Sobriety Only Matters To Me

Good morning and happy Sunday my homies and homettes. I know that Sunday is the second worst day of the week, following Monday. But I hope that you enjoy your day to the fullest and don’t let thinking about tomorrow fuck it up for you.

One thing that I have learned throughout the years is, to never get sober for someone other than yourself. The reason for that is, that if the other person lets me down, I will use that as an excuse, to go back to drinking.

In the past, I had people tell me how happy and proud they were, that I was sober, only to turn around and drink alcohol in front of me. I mean, REALLY? What type of shit is that? That’s how I came to understand and realize, that my sobriety matters to me. Only Me. Me alone.

Don’t get me wrong now. I’m not saying that you shouldn’t have the support of others, it’s just that they will not keep you sober. Only you can do that.

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!

Today Is My 30th Sober Day!