Stinking Thinking

Sunday February 11th was the last day that I had a couple of beers, but I have to say, that I didn’t get drunk like I usually do on the weekends. I guess that what I am trying to say is, that I have been sober for sixteen days in a row. Whoo-Hoo! And to be honest with you… like always… I feel like Tony the fucking tiger… Grrreat! I have to be honest with my loyal 1.5 readers, but the truth of the matter is, that I did have a couple of thoughts about drinking throughout those days, but I just dismissed them as stinking thinking. I’m not going to say that I dueled on them for hours on end, they just lasted a minute or two, but that was it.

The truth is, that there are a couple of things that I don’t miss from not drinking and they are the hangover, the anxiety and specially the depression that consuming alcohol creates for me. Plus like I mentioned on a previews post, my wife is happy that I am not drinking, which is a good thing. You have to understand, that making my wife happy, is one of my main goals in life. I really have to say, that mentally wise, I feel fucking great, because I can think clearly and I am able to focus better at work. I just have to see, how long I can keep this up. Right now, I am looking to staying sober for at least a month or so. Who knows, once I get to my goal, I might go for a longer sober time. Fingers crossed though.

With that said! I am Audi 5000 y’all!


I’m Done With Drinking Alcohol

Just to make it clear, I only drink on the weekends and not on my work days. So, for the past few weekends, like most of the time, I’ve been drinking. But the one thing that I’ve noticed is, that I am getting sick and tired of it. For some weird reason, I just feel like not drinking anymore. I mean, what is the whole point of drinking? Getting drunk and then feeling like shit the next day? That doesn’t even make sense to me anymore. The one thing that I have been noticing about getting older is, that the hangover are lasting more… like a couple of days.

I’ve been thinking about quitting drinking for a while, but it’s just like smoking. If you hangout with people who smoke, it is harder to quit. So I guess, I’ll just have to stay away from my drinking buddies for a while. Plus, I know for a fact, that there’s no health benefits from drinking. I just don’t get it. Why do I drink anyway? I guess I just do it to “have a good time with friends”. But to be honest with you, I could have a good time while I’m drinking with them, but then the next few days, I feel like shit. I know that when I stop drinking, I will feel good healthy wise. Why? Because I have been able to stay sober for a month with no problem. I’ll see how it goes, but I’m more sure that I will stay away from alcohol for a while. I really do feel good when I don’t drink.

With that said! I am Audi 5000 y’all!