Today marks one year since I lost my baby. Honestly, this past year hasn’t been easy for me, in all honesty, I have been riding a fucked up emotional and mental rollercoaster without him, and today is the fucking worst. I know that he is in a better place, because he is not suffering anymore, the way that he was during his last days, and so I couldn’t be greedy, just because I didn’t want to let him go. In the end, I had to make the hardest and most painful decision of my life… to let go of someone who I loved so much and so dearly and who I still love so much.
BABY I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU OR STOP LOVING YOU. THE LOVE THAT WE HAD FOR ONE ANOTHER, ONLY WE UNDERTSOOD, BECAUSE IT WAS MORE THAN LOVE.
FOR ELEVEN YEARS, WE LOVED EACH OTHER UNCONDITIONALLY, AND ONLY BECAUSE YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE, DOESN’T MEAN WE DON’T SEE, FEEL, HEAR, TOUCH, SMELL OR TAKE CARE OF ONE ANOTHER. WE STILL DO AND WILL DO UNTIL THE END OF TIME!
MY BABY, ONE DAY, WE WILL BE TOGETHER, BUT UNTIL THEN. TE AMO MUCHISIMO… MI BEBE PELUDO!
