God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; Courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference.
Good morning and happy Saturday boys, girls and others, I hope that you enjoy your day to the fullest no matter what goes down.
Today I am greatful to be alive and to be able to enjoy another day with my family and all the people in my life who love me, who care for me, who worry about me and who only want the best for me. I am also greatful to have 80 days without drinking and going strong. During those days, I had my ups and down, but I’m still going strong.
The only thing that I ask for, is for the love of my life, who had a coronary artery stent put in about a month ago, and who will be schedule for another one in the next few weeks to feel better. It really hurts me, to see the person who I have shared my whole life with and who is my first true love, feeling sad, tired and crying most of the time, because even though I am there for her 24/7, she is not able to do the things that she used to do and she feels that she has lost her freedom. I just wished, that I could taker her place, because I rather suffer myself, than to see go through all of this.
Yesterday, the cardiologist told us, that my wife will feel way better, once the second stent is put it and the blood pressure meds are reviewed, because one of the many side effects of the meds is feeling tired. When the doctor told us that, I saw a big smile and a big change in my wife, which made me super happy. I try to keep her happy and smiling, with my stupid jokes and making sure that she has everything that she needs. Also, the cardiologist gave me a letter, asking for my employer to approve me to work from home for the next two months, so I can keep an eye on my wife and assist her in any way possible.
Today, I will be working on having more patience with myself and others, and learning how to live life on life’s terms and not on Tony’s terms.
With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!