Be A Real Man

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Dear homies,

Only because you are the only male in a household made up of women, doesn’t mean that you have the right to disrespect them and treat them like shit. Just keep in mind, how you want to be respected and treated like a human being. The way that I look at it is, that if other men see how you are treating your sisters, they will think, that they have the same right as you and so will treat them the same way that you do.

The truth is, that I grew up with my mother and six older sisters, but I can assure you, that I never disrespected not even one of them, in any shape or form. Right now, I’m 49 years old and still, the though has never crossed my mind, for me to disrespect or even hit one of them, no matter what happens. My point is, that a real man, will never disrespect or hit any woman. The way that I see it is, that if you get mad at someone, I mean anybody, the best thing to do is to walk away and come back once you got your shit together. Not to blow up and do or say shit, that you will never ever be able to take back. Just think about the consequences, before you react. That’s what a real man would do.

With that said, I m Audi 500 y’all!


Bad Friday

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OK my homies and homettes, today is Good Friday and since I’ve always gotten fucked up drunk every year on good Friday, there have been many times today, when I had really fucked up urges to drink like a motherfucker. As a matter of fact, I had my last ten dollars in my pocket and many times, I though about going to the bodega to buy a couple of really cold beers. I mean, I know that I’ve been sober for close to three weeks and I really cannot drink, because once I get started, all bets are off, but from time to time, I still get those fucked urges.

Very soon, I will start reading a book titled Rational recovery: The new cure for substance addiction, by Jack Trimpey. But I know that AA, a book or anything that I try in order to stay sober, can only help me, if I’m willing to be strong and not fall for any stinking thinking or any other bullshit that comes my way. Nothing or nobody, can and will not be able to help me, unless I’m willing to help myself. Fingers crossed to make it through today, my homies and homettes… Fingers crossed.

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!