Family Matter

TGIF my homies and homettes. I hope that you enjoy your morning, noon, evening or night to the fullest. I know the drill, so make sure to stay clean and or sober, specially this long ass weekend.

First, I would like to apologize to my loyal 1.5 readers for my late Friday post. YEAH RIGHT! Like if anybody really gives a flying fuck! But anyways, what had happened was… LMFAO, I always like to hear people say that shit. My wife’s asthma has been acting up since yesterday, so I decided to take a vacation day to stay home and take care of her.

In my defense, I have asked her numerous times since last night, if she wants to go to the emergency room, but as usual, she refused. Why? Because she hates hospitals and she think that she will be admitted for a couple of days. She has been using her inhaler and nebulizer, but we both know that she needs industrial strength medications, so she can get back to feeling better soon. Hey, it’s like they say, “you can lead a horse to water, but you can’t make him drink”. You’ll have to look at it from my point of view, I can’t force her, because I’m just her husband of 30+ years. SMFH!

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!

Sobriety Counter: 41 Days = 1 Month And 10 Days

Anxiety Be Gone

Happy Thursday my homies and homettes. I hope that you enjoy your morning, noon, evening or night to the fullest. Remember, it doesn’t matter if you have been clean and or sober for one day, one month or one year, what’s important is, that you are clean and or sober.

Ever since I’ve gotten sober a little over a month ago, I’ve also been trying to reduce my stress, in order to control my anxiety. One way that I’ve been able to do that is, by cutting down on things that can create negative thinking, like the news.

As a matter of fact, I’ve also changed the genre of music that I’m listening to on my way to the salt mines and back home. The way that I look at it is, that I must change the things that I’m exposing myself to, for me to feel better. My idea might sound crazy to some people, but the truth is, that I’ve noticed that it has been working for me. I do feel that my anxiety level has dropped, I feel more relaxed and I feel more optimistic.

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!

Sobriety Counter: 40 Days = 1 Month And 9 Days

To A Great Man And A Big Inspiration

Happy hump day my homies and homettes. I hope that you enjoy your morning, noon, evening or night to the fullest, because we are here one second, then the next we are not. Also, make sure to keep your eyes on the BIG prize, staying clean and or sober.

On Monday, while I was at the salt mines, I got a call from my wife to inform me, that a retired neighbor of ours from across the street had passed away, due to complications from a fall. To be honest, the news really shocked me, because from the time that I was a kid, I really admired him and his wife. Because I used to see them go to and come from work, being a quiet couple and never getting into trouble. Every time I had the chance, I sat down and had long conversations with him.

My wife always told me that every time that he saw her, he told her that he admired me, because as he put it, the type of man that I have always been. He always told her, that he saw me coming from work, walking my dog and never getting into trouble. I believe that during one of our conversations, I told him that I admired him, because he was one of the few people in my block, who inspired me, to be who I am today. As a matter of fact, ever since I was a teenager, I have always enjoyed talking to the elders, because they always have something to teach me. We will all miss him.

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!

Sobriety Counter: 39 Days = 1 Month And 8 Days

To Each His Own

Happy Tuesday my homies and homettes. I hope that you enjoy your morning, noon, evening or night to the fullest and make sure to stay clean or sober.

It’s incredible, how I’ve been sober for a little over a month now, and yet in the last couple of weeks, I had two people, try to get me to drink again. I mean, even after my wife and I, repeatedly told them, that I’m not drinking, these people just kept pushing the fucking subject.

I mean, is not like the two dumb-asses didn’t know that I’m a troubled weekend binge drinker. They’ve known me for many years, and they know the fucked relationship and history that I’ve had with alcohol. The only thing that comes to my mind is, how far some assholes will go, to see me fail. It also gives me a lot of joy and satisfaction, that because I’m doing the right thing, it’s annoying the living shit out of others who are not happy with their own lives.

The way that I have always looked at life is “Live and let live” and “To each his own”. That’s the reason why I never get involved in nobody’s life and I don’t give out advice or opinions.

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!

Sobriety Counter: 38 Days = 1 Month And 7 Days

My Saturday Adventures

Good afternoon and happy Saturday my homies and homettes. I hope that you are having a great day.

As for me? I really can’t complain about shit my peeps. As usual, I woke up at around 4:00 am, took a bath, got dressed, gave food to my furbaby, went to a restaurant for my weekend breakfast and alone time, went home and did the dishes, did coffee and bought breakfast for my blind father in law, did some sweeping and moping, drove my wife to a doctor’s appointment, had lunch with my wife, ran some errands with her, and finally, when we got home, I took my furbaby for his midday walk and put fresh water in his water bowl.

Do you want to know what the best thing about my whole day was? That because I am sober, I got to enjoy every minute of it.

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!

Sobriety Counter: 35 Days = 1 Month And 4 Days