I Can See Clearly Now

It’s been over a year since I had my last beer, and I can see clearly now, how I used alcohol to self medicate, and not only to deal with my inner daemons (Harm OCD, Anxiety, Bipolar II, Depression, Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Alcohol Use Disorder), who have haunted me my entire life, but also to feel good about myself, because I felt alone, empty, sad, depressed, worthless and in a deep dark hole, which I was trying to climb out of, but kept slipping back down.