Thinking out loud

When it comes to my Harm OCD, my life has not been easy, starting from when I was a scared child, thinking that I was going to hurt myself or others. Too scared to tell the adults in my life, what was going through my mind, because I thought they would see me as crazy child and lock me up.

Every day Life With My Mental Health


Good morning to all my fellow crazies. Some people might think, that living and dealing everyday of my life with , , , , and is easy, but sometimes it’s not, because is like riding a rollercoaster. But the sure thing is, that I am open about it and I don’t let them stop me from working full-time, being a husband, father, grandfather, brother, uncle, friend, neighbor and co-worker, who tries to be there 100%… 100% of the time. Take care of your first, so you can take care and be there for those who matter to you the most.

I Had A Fucked Up Night

Good morning and happy Thursday to all my fellow crazies of the blogosphere. I hope that you enjoy your day to the fullest, no matter what goes down.

As for me? I have two herniated discs, and for the past two days, my back lower back has been fucking with me. I could go to my doctor, but the new medications that they have been prescribing do not contain steroids, which I know from experience, that without steroids, they do not work for shit, so I had a really fucked up night.

On another note, I hate fucking drunk dreams, and last night, for some fucked up reason my mind wanted to play tricks on me, and I kept having them. The good thing is that they were only dreams.

With that said, I am Audi 5000!

TTVNYC

Change Is Good

Good afternoon and happy Monday to all my fellow crazies of the blogosphere, who dare to follow this boring, yet insane blog of mine. I hope that you had a great and exciting weekend… I know that I did, because I decided that instead of going out to a restaurant to celebrate by 56th birthday… YES! YES! YES! I am getting old and closer to the inevitable, but anyways, I preferred to have dinner at home with my family, which was the best idea!

Today, I decided to change the name and the URL of my boring blog, because I want to move away from kind of a niche blog, to a more kind of like everything goes blog… if you catch my drift. Plus, I’m also going back to my old original idea of making my post 150 words or less.

With that said, I am Audi 5000!